I stepped out of my shower cubicle, there to my left, I was greeted by a full length mirror. I looked at it, as memories started to flash infront of me, I slowly made my way towards it.
A sighed left my mouth as I stood in front of my shower mirror, it is the very same mirror where I used to make love to her or we used to make love. Those were one of the beautiful memories we had created together. The way her wet hair sticks on her face or the way her breasts bounce as I pounded inside her, god I miss her so much.
Raising my hand I wiped away the fog.
To me, the mirror never lies. Unlike those people around me, it never lies. I don't let it.
I closed my eyes when I thought about the people who betrayed me, and helped her to escape from my love. How could they do this to me? How could she leave me? Where is she? When will I find her? Is she even safe and good? How will she survive in this fucked up world all alone? All these thoughts are running wild in my head for the past six years.
I groaned ruffling my hair in frustration, there goes my fucking mind again with the thoughts of her. As I said it's been six fucking long years yet my mind and heart refused to put blame on her for leaving me alone. I always try to put the blame on the people around us but never her.
It's all because of their corrupted mind, she's not here with me.
My Anu! My beautiful, My cute little lady.
I wonder how she looks now. I bet she looks so beautiful with that adult mature look, and her beautiful body must have gotten matured too.
I can't wait to meet her, since the moment she left, all I ever did was reminisce about our time together, especially those sinful memories with her! I always saw the reflection of us in every single corner of my condo - in the mirror, in the wall, in the bedroom, in the kitchen and in the hall. Those were the best times of my life and happiest too.
My friends asked me to move on, but how can I? When she's the breath I live for, without her I can't even imagine this life.
As my eyes wander off in the mirror, I see my left wrist, I see the pond-like green of my veins and the lining of the scars. I looked at my hand as I traced it, I chuckled while thinking about that particular memory. I cut myself to end my life, at the very start of her escaping.
Because when I got to know that my idiotic father was the one who fucking helped her to hide, I was shocked would be an understatement. When I confronted him he refused to tell me and since my father was powerful I couldn't able to find her, and soon somehow I lost the hope of finding her.
At that time I was young and immature. I didn't know how to cope up with that frustration, betrayal, anger, or that fucking emotional turmoil of her not being in my arms, so I tried to end my life.
Without her life seems nothing. I tell you nothing!
It's fucking empty.
After I gained my consciousness, my mom persuaded my dad to tell her hideout but he wouldn't utter a single word, not even after seeing my attempts to take my life. On that day I owed to him that if I ever find her which I will, I asked him not to interfere. He didn't said anything, but if he again tried to do something then he will see my other side.
Soon after that incident I distanced myself from my family. I don't want them to know about my moves especially my so called father, so I moved to my condo permanently and moreover we have created so many memories together here.
I gritted my teeth I'll never forgive my dad for seperating her from me. He knew she's my home and how much I love her still he dared to took her away from me. Dad or not, if he do that again I'll do the worst to him.
She's innocent, so gullible and she will believe whatever other's say to her, and I'm not at all angry at her. I'm just disappointed that she fell for their manipulation, I knew she was not ready at that time. I was young and reckless and I'm ok with her running away, but that doesn't mean I'll let this fucking aside. I'll make sure that this would never happen again.
I'll imprint this in her fucking mind and soul. I smirked as I thought about her punishment. Yes, she will be punished not like I'll beat her or something. Her punishment will be something different, something so sweet yet sinful.
The things I plan on doing to her.
Soon the smile vanished from my face as frown itched on my face, clenching and unclenching my fist I looked at my pathetic self in the mirror, even after years I am still so fucking pussy whipped and acing for her.
Why she had to run away? If she was here we would have been married and I might have impregnated her multiple times.
Who knows I might have had my own football team.
I sighed clearing my mind, I left the bathroom and went towards my closet to get ready. As I put on my versace watch I looked at the dressing table.
"Fuck baby girl this pussy is so tight" saying that I pounded inside her at inhuman speed.
I made her lean against the dressing table as I took her left leg wrapping it around my torso all the while pounding inside her I look down where we were connected "Urgh shit shit so good" I looked at her " look how you're clenching my cock" I grunted while pumping in and out of her all the while ignoring her cries.
Shit!
I groaned while adjusting my pant. Great! Now I'm so fucking turned on. I shook my head as I left my room.
Just like this there have been times where I've seen a broken guy in that mirror, who was so ashamed of looking in his own eyes for letting her go, just because I trusted those people. I made a single mistake, a single fucking mistake, but I dared not to stopped looking for her since then. My dad did a good job at hiding her from me, but that didn't stopped me, I have motivated myself to go and search for her in every corner of the world.
I know I'll find her one day. I trust myself and my love. I know she's the one for me and I'm the one for her. A single glance of her is enough, but who am I kidding when I find her, god knows what will happen.
I'll cage her in my love. Forever. I'll never let her go away from me ever.
Look at me, without her, I see my dead self everyday. I see exactly who I am without her as I stare in my eyes - the imperfect me, the incomplete me, the sad me, the lifeless me. Without her it feels like I lost half of my willpower to live. I'm just a person without a soul.
And I see my life unfold in the expectant flesh and blood and bone of my being, I see stories on my skin, the amount of times I punished myself of trusting others and letting her go. I see my chest tightening at that thought.
To find her I needed to work hard. I needed more power than my own dad who is keen on keeping her away from me.
Alas! thanks to me, now after six long years he lost it completely, and I have gained all of that which I'm so proud of because all my hard works paid off. I had lost my track sometimes, got distracted, but I always return to the right path, walking towards my destination, my Anu!
Yes, My destination - My Anu! My little bird.
And I see how far I've come from where I had started. Now I'm richer and more powerful than my dad. He doesn't know shit. This is what I wanted. Now let's see who will stop me from getting my love back.
I smiled at my thoughts I can't fucking wait anymore.
My whole body is acing for her.
You know the feeling when you meet someone for the first time, and you feel an instant attraction? Well, that's what I felt when I met her after transferring to her school.
I hated when I was forced to moved to london but then when I met her. I didn't regret joining there.
It was heaven.
You see when you meet someone who you find tremendously awesome, and you can't stop thinking about them, and your heart flutters whenever they're around. At that moment you knew that you're head over heels in love with them.
Even after all those years my mind, my body and my hearts only aces for her. I have never looked at any women other than her.
I'm not a womaniser nor does I entertain it.
My Anu is enough for me. She is like a star to my dark world always glowing whenever she's arounddd-
My head snapped towards the ringing sound of my phone. I thought of ignoring it but when it rang again, I fixed my coat while checking myself one more time, and went to pick my phone on the night stand.
I looked at the caller ID while frowning, putting it on the speaker, "Better tell me you found her location. I don't want to put a fucking bullet on your head if it's nothing but bullshit" I said while cuffing my hand button and his next words shook my world.
"Sir, I have sent you the location in WhatsApp" I felt my heart race as I waited for his next words.
If I said I was dumbstruck would be an understatement. When he didn't hear anything from my side he continued "Sir, mam lives in India with hmm" I frowned at the new form of information.
India? She left London?
My eyes furrowed in disbelief, I fucking left India to London only to find her in India. I was searching for her like a madman in every damn street here in London and all the while she was living there?
I throw my hands up in frustration. What's the point of establishing my company here?
So much for accomplishing and befriending illegal people.
"Sir, ar- are you listening" he shuttered. I cleared my throat, "Mm, she's with?" I asked him.
"Mm... Sir...Mam... Mam is staying with the help of your father's friend and also she's working in his company sir" when I heard him complete I felt my anger raging through my veins.
Ofcourse, it has to be him.
Only he can do shits like this, hiding her from me and keeping her at his friends house.
Why the fuck I didn't see it coming?
I throw the phone on my bed in frustration after ending the call. That bastard he will pay for it.
Releasing the collar button with shaky hands, I was debating whether I should be happy that I found her or be angry at my father for what did behind my back. Taking a deep breath, I tried to calm myself, now that I know where she's I'm not letting her go anytime soon.
I want that glow in my life forever.
I will fucking destroy whoever comes between us again.
I want my reason to live again.
I want to feel her. I want to cherish her.
Ah! Fuck I want to taste that pussy again. I missed fucking her. I want to fuck her senseless. I want to make love to her day and night.
I want to know how she will be withering under me again.
Urgh good god! only she can bring this horny side of me which I never knew existed until I mer her.
I can't wait to make her mine again!
Soon..!! My dear sparkle you will be mine!
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